I managed to get through college in the 1980s without smoking marijuana. It wasn’t until I was diagnosed with cancer in the 1990s that I decided to give it a try.

The anti-nausea medicine I was taking to combat the side effects of chemotherapy made me feel like I was going to jump out of my skin and it didn’t banish my queasiness. So I took matters into my own hands and asked a friend for some marijuana. At the time, possessing it or using it was illegal, and there was a stigma around its use. It felt like I had a dirty little secret.

That said, when I smoked it, I felt great. My nausea disappeared, my appetite came back, and I slept like a baby. My two biggest regrets were that I didn’t use it more consistently during my illness and that I hadn’t tried it the first time I had cancer, eight years earlier.


So when the conversation began about legalizing marijuana for medical use, I was totally on board because I believed it would give people more choices and potentially better relief for their symptoms. I’m still on board, but I wish the people who might benefit from medical marijuana could get helpful information about it from their physicians.

Today, cannabis is legal for medical use in 33 states and the District of Columbia. That sounds great, but it is complicated by the mismatch between state and federal laws and by education for both medical students and practicing physicians. Medical marijuana may have come to the states, but there is no integration with the medical community. Patients get their information from friends and the media, and are left largely at the mercy of marijuana vendors.


As I grappled with tendonitis in my elbow, back pain from a horseback riding injury, neck pain from past cancer treatment, and trouble sleeping, to name a few of my current ailments, I decided to do my own research and apply for a medical marijuana card. After what I have seen with the opioid crisis, I was open to trying something different than those potentially risky medications. Though the Internet can be a valuable resource, it is also filled with misinformation, so I hoped to receive more education and guidance as a medical marijuana patient.

Finding a doctor who would certify me as a medical marijuana patient with a qualifying condition was the first step. Most physicians haven’t registered to do this, and my primary care physician was no exception. That forced me to search the Internet for a clinic and doctor that would give me the certification in my state of Massachusetts.

After sifting through the various websites, I found what looked to be a reputable clinic and set up an appointment. The doctor was pleasant, gave me an overview of cannabis and a booklet of information, and completed my certification with the state. I mentioned to him that I had read about cannabis interacting with certain medications, like the statin I was on for my high cholesterol, and he seemed surprised, saying he knew nothing about it. That didn’t infuse me with confidence.

As I visited different dispensaries, I realized that the people behind the counter were giving me advice based on their personal experiences, and didn’t know anything about the risk of using cannabis with various medical conditions, or its interactions with medications.

I was told about concentrate, distillate, and flower; about 1:1, 3:1, and 20:1 CBD to THC ratios; about Sativa, Indica, and Hybrid — all terms I tried to understand. And then there were the crazy names given to the bud: Cornbread, Rainmaker, Grease Monkey. Although the salesperson was patient with me and gave advice, I left the dispensary more confused than when I arrived.

I now have a drawer full of marijuana-related tinctures, vape pens, cartridges, gummies, lozenges, chocolates, and medicated creams. My husband wants to know what I am going to do with it all. I have tried some of these products, but I haven’t smoked or vaped marijuana given my past medical history, and want more information about whether it will harm me by doing so. The learning curve is so steep and dosages so random. You have to figure it out on your own, as everyone responds differently.

The “on your own” part is a shame. Cancer patients, pain patients, and others now have an alternative way to combat symptoms, one that may cause fewer side effects and come with a lower opportunity for abuse, yet their doctors generally can’t give them guidance on how to use it because they haven’t been trained to do that. Patients at cancer centers are desperate for advice but have to go outside the medical system, even for “medical marijuana.” As both a cancer patient and patient advocate, I am worried about patients not receiving the support they need in this area.

On a recent visit to a major teaching hospital in Boston, a nurse practitioner told me how desperate patients are to learn about and use cannabis. I was shocked to hear there is no designated physician or other health care professional in that hospital who can authoritatively have these discussions. “The protocol is to write a prescription for sleeping pills or anti-anxiety or pain meds,” she said, rather than have a discussion about cannabis. “No one wants to be known as the ‘pot doctor’ or take the risk of recommending marijuana.”

There is clearly a need for more research and education around marijuana, for both patients and their doctors. But the research we need isn’t happening because of marijuana’s current federal classification as an illegal substance, despite the fact that individual states have legalized it. This is bad news for patients for two main reasons.

First, doctors rely on research. Without it, they are not only resistant to recommend cannabis but have no real science to inform their decisions. So they mostly stay out of the conversation. People are told to talk to their doctor about using cannabis, yet when I mention it to my doctors they typically shrug and say they can’t give me any guidance. Others tell you to stay away from marijuana. These approaches make me worry that patients will keep their usage secret rather than share what they are doing with a disapproving doctor.

Second, without research there is no real safety profile or guidelines for usage and dosage. Patients are left to experiment on their own.

We may have put the cart before the horse by classifying cannabis for medical use before physicians truly understand its benefits. This creates confusion and a lack of support and potential harm for patients. I believe that physicians should manage a persons’ care holistically, but the current environment makes that difficult to do.

Until there’s some real change, like making it easier to study the effects of medical marijuana and also training doctors about its benefits and risks, we will all continue to be dazed and confused.

Shari Berman is a patient advocate who focuses on improving the patient experience. She is co-chair of the Beryl Institute’s Patient Experience Policy Forum, former co-chair of the Dana-Farber Cancer Institute’s Patient Family Advisory Council, and writes a blog called Best Life After Cancer.

  • My wife and I have both been using vaping to imbibe our THC. In our state there is now a ban on vaping products. Which is hurting newly up and running MJ retailers who rely heavily on vape products for their business model. They do sell bud, but the testing process mandated by the state is long and arduous. So, it takes time to get re stocked. If the Federal government would make marijuana legal country wide, a lot of these issues would disappear altogether. Legal MJ purchases could be made with a CC. There would be better testing of product. In short; we wouldn’t have this hodge podge of regulations and shady products that not enough is known about. I still use my old black market dealer due to the difficulties of legalization in my state. And the dragging of bureaucratic feet and officials who were against MJ being made legal. The fight is not over. We must get marijuana legalized at the federal level.

  • I’ve been on these horrible opioids for 20 years. I have no life because of them. Had 5 spinal surgeries and 4 other orthopedic surgeries. My own pain management doctor said that I would benefit greatly from thc use for my problems and without these terrible side effects. But living in this closed minded state of Georgia I cannot get any thing but cbd oil that is totally useless for my conditions. It’s hopeless for me. Opioids are making me almost suicidal. Glad some people are blessed enough to find the cannabis products that help them. Government wants to stop opioid crisis then legalize the best and least harmful natural medicines that grow from the earth, MARIJUANA!!!!!

  • Great article. Have found similar problems regarding lack of information. My orthopedic doctor felt my chronic pain had evolved to the point that I would qualify for medical marijuana…if I could/would go through the”process”.

    • I am an RN sunce 1996, I have been lucky to have worked since 2006 following 2 brain surgery for chronic nerve pain. My surgeon told me call disability. I kept working but only functional enough with MS 2xd w another pill for breakthrough coverage on my own,
      I have withdrawn from opiates, mimimal side effects of withdrawal

      I started treating neuralgia with medical mari in April 2019 after 13 yrs of opiates / neurontin and a multitude of other nightmare combinations with side effects from complete spaced zombie to puking / constipated zombie that still had bad pain at high 7-9/10 level fearing I would have to quit working and finally accept disability, so thats why I started dosing medical mari is very individual and more expensive than opiate or synthetic opiate poison which is a crime! Sorry!

      To deprive me of the last 13 yrs of my life in crippling nerve pain to discover that I could achieve a nearly pain free state 4-5/10 by eating a few gummies!!!! Hallelujah!

  • I have been a cancer patient at MGH in Boston for over 5 years. I have mentioned to one or two of the staff that I have been a pot smoker for over 50 years. They don’t really respond much. And I have found that they will prescribe pain medicine, relaxation pills and sleeping pills. But, I have found there is no meaningful or relevant discussion to had regarding medical marijuana. I believe this will remain the case until the federal government makes some changes to the law regarding pot. It must be made legal at the federal level for any business entity to be able to treat it differently than they do currently.

  • I see here people putting a lot of worry into something less dangerous than an aspirin. No, matter how much your doctor may know he is going to tell you the same thing… Start slow and try it. There is no standard dose for this drug. Repeat that. Everyone truly is different on this. I know your 102 years old and momma told you drugs were bad but she was not entirely correct.

  • Finding a doctor that is certified with the Department of Health is the first step of the process. Some doctors have completed the necessary steps only to find out that the stigma of “pot doc” is attracting patients that are looking to get a medical marijuana card, not a primary care physician. As with any doctor, follow-up is important to learn more about the effects and dosage of the medication. If you are a resident in the State of Florida, http://www.floridammd.com can provide a list of qualified physicians in your area that can help with advice. The more patients share, the more the community will learn about benefits of medical marijuana.

  • I believe it’s too difficult for Drs to give out strain and dosage information. I figured it out myself. Obviously I started with VERY little and honestly, that’s where I have stayed. I also use 1:1 flower.

    The deal is that it’s different for every person. Edibles do nothing for some folks, but for others they are life-changing. Edibles and tinctures could be dosed.

    However, if the person is vaping or smoking… what is a small inhale? How long should you inhale for? How long to wait until exhaling?

    It’s just almost impossible to make a general statement.

    But, what could be wrong with starting slowly? Just make sure that you have a few hours to give each time you try.

  • I have many nurses in my family and they say the same thing. One is a hospice nurse and would love to be able to recommend for pain but even families of those that are sick think their relative will become addicted. There needs to be more doctors/nurses that can help people through the mess and understand that what may be good for me may not be good for you

  • Interested in medical Marijuana/canabinoids to my husband who has cancer and share the same doubts and questions.
    In Portugal is already legal but no person or institution had yet submitt any “medical product” to the Entity of Medical Products and Drugs….

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