I tested positive for Covid-19 not long ago.

It wasn’t a worried-well test, or even a test I got because I had recently traveled to Italy or China, or had been in contact with someone diagnosed with Covid-19.

I got tested because I felt awful.

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Covid-19 didn’t hit me like I expected after having read so many news stories about the new coronavirus as part of my job. I was on the lookout for a dry cough or a slow-onset fever.

Instead, I suddenly developed chills, aches, a mild fever, a sore throat, and a terrible headache — sort of like the flu on steroids. Even then I assumed I didn’t have Covid-19 because the symptoms didn’t match what I’d been reading about. I got tested the next day. Within three days I was much better. Now I’m just extremely tired and, because of a history of pneumonia, trying to force myself to sleep.

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I’m now relatively fine; lucky, even.

Officials in the Bay Area, where I live, had been preparing so much that I was able to get a test when I needed it. Facebook, where I work, sent us home a few weeks ago, so it’s unlikely I affected a big group of colleagues. I had gone shopping for home supplies weeks ago. Maybe now I’ll have immunity and be able to go help others.

Here’s what I wasn’t prepared for: asking my school-age kids to back away from me and telling them that this scary thing that was keeping them out of school and upending the entire planet is now inside our house. Inside their mom.

My daughter cried and asked if I will get better. I couldn’t hug her as I reassured her that I would. My son wrote an account of it for our home newspaper. “Anne Kornblut has the coronavirus but do not worry it is not the bad kind,” he wrote on the front page. “Please note that you should not be within ten feet of Anne.”

The health department called to inform me to stay away from everyone, including my husband and children. Who should take care of them if my husband tests positive, too, I asked the public health nurse? “We haven’t had that scenario yet,” he said, offering to call me back.

As I waited for the result of my coronavirus test to come back, I wondered if I knew anyone who had Covid-19. It’s one reason why I am sharing this now: so you know someone with it. You probably know other people, only you and they don’t know they’ve been infected with the coronavirus. The only reason I know is because my county had tests. Many of my friends and co-workers need tests but now probably can’t get them.

Now that I’m feeling better, I sent my son over to play with a friend. I cooked my kids a meal. I’m being careful — washing my hands constantly — but in hindsight, even my relatively high caution wasn’t enough to keep me from catching Covid-19.

I’d like to assume that everyone reading this is taking seriously all the Covid-19 precautions: being good about social distancing, washing your hands often, following the recommendations to stay home and not gather, even if it feels safe. If you aren’t, I beg you to start.

My employer has gone above and beyond the call of duty in deploying remote work strategies, compensating affected employees and contractors, and looking for ways to help the staff and the community. I’m proud to work at Facebook. I’m also wracked with guilt as I think of all the people whose employers won’t or can’t do as much. So many businesses are closing. So many people are sick without care.

And above all so many people are dying. My family is bracing for it to be someone we know. My problem — of not being able to hug my husband or my kids for a while — is an easy one to have by comparison.

It’s not completely clear when or how I will be declared 100% well, when I can safely hug my husband and kids, when I can leave my room without a mask. An emergency physician I trust, who is working on the Covid-19 response effort, told me it’s seven days after the onset of symptoms or 72 hours after my last fever.

A brilliant science reporter friend, who is covering the coronavirus outbreak, sent me a quote from Dr. Anthony Fauci who recommended two negative coronavirus tests, spaced 24 hours apart. Perhaps other friends of mine, with other expertise, will weigh in.

And my own wise doctor? She called me from home, with the sounds of her children squawking in the background, and cautioned me how little anyone really knows for sure about all of it.

Anne Kornblut is the head of news curation at Facebook. This essay is adapted from her Facebook post.

  • This is exactly why we are unable to contain this thing. Selfish jerks that think playdates and letting teens out to run wild is just fine. It’s not just fine, its disgusting.

  • Be well, Anne. And I too feel so much pain for those without work or health care. We must work together, after this, to create care for all.

  • Bizarre she let her son leave the house. Asymptomatic is highly possible, nonetheless, you’re allowing him to do the very thing the Govt and health officials tell us not to do!

  • Didnt realize Covid19 made people lose their mind. Anne i know your not in the office but have a colleague do a glance over your posts first or better yet stop working and rest up.

  • For others not as luckily cushioned by FB and in the Bay area as this writer, not even 1 test will happen, due to the dire shortage – everywhere. Indeed count your lucky stars. And shape up: keep your son home !!! For this epidemic with no medication or vaccine EVERYONE must comply with ISOLATION rules. It is shocking this has to be said even to a Covid-19 patient ! In the absence of enforcement – what is it going to take? Vigilantes ?

  • So how did this guy get a corona test and get the results back so quick? I don’t believe anything from anyone.

    • It depends on when the person got tested. I work for American Red Cross in Tennessee, and I had to be tested. However, I was tested 3 weeks ago when not many people were being tested. My negative result came back in 2 days. With more people getting tested, the results now take longee.

  • I just got back to China after an extended period overseas. During the first week of quarantine, they tested me four times: three Nucleic acid tests and one antibody test. They will test me one more time before the end of my 14 day quarantine. When tests become more available in the US, my guess is they may suggest testing more than twice, one day apart.

  • I’m glad you’re ok, but how is sending your son over to play with a friend compatible with social distancing?!
    How do you know your son isn’t infectious now?
    If he caught it from you towards the end of your infectious period, he could be infectious up to a month after catching it. And many children never show symptoms. That seems irresponsible.

    • Lala,
      I had the same thought, when I read that she’d allowed her child, to go visit with a friend! I wonder if she’d called prior to her son’s visit, to inform that child’s family of her recent infection??? Ugh!

    • Maybe it was still when the officials where saying it was okay to be around others and go to the park and stay stay distance away. Now they have closed all that but it was confusing to some people. And it’s weird how some states label leaving home for recreation as essential and others not.

  • Good luck with your recovery from an old retired nurse and grandma wh also is waiting to hug her grandchildren Stay strong Stay healthy

    • what?! You ” finally let your son LEAVE THE HOUSE AND GONINFECT oops I mean PLAY with his friends?!! Omg.

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